Scott Lord: Film (Samuel Beckett silent 1965)- "see Sherlock Jr."

I downloaded this in bed while Donna was alseep. Thank you Dr. Hammond and the Castle by Sea for everything: I like your impeccable library and its cobweb magazine rack: keep me on spiritual remote.

Since I don't use wifi, I had my Dell on my thighs after we made love. After we made love, and I'll add a love scene to my novel about my lips on her thighs and my arms reaqching up to lightly touch her nipples, we washed up and each had a bowl of cereal- Life (oatsquares) with honey is superfantastic. I uploaded the film into You Tube as she layed there untill 2:00. We have windchimes that we bought at Hammond Castle that hang from a Stained Glass Cross and I thought two things: it takes that to write and I was going to wish her a beautiful morning- not after what I've lived through was I not going to make her morning beautiful.
Please enjoy the thought behind Film by Samuel Becket. As someone who would have studied art, I prefer the descriptive love form for characterization and poetic prose to theater and screenplay.
     It was remarkable that while we were making love we got to where we only needed to say two things during passion:
"I Love You Donna"
"I Love You Scott"
Thoughtfully, she was sick last weekend and I'm that glad that she feels better and we are back to intimacy. I told her there is intimacy after after intimacy.

Love beyond all reason; love the reason for everything.

Donna:Romantic Evening together

I'm in a coffee shop: the last time I was here, Donna bought me coffee. Last night we took another shower together: I walked her backwards into the bathroom slowly by kissing her stomach while I was on my knees. It's my place to remind her that its the male that proposes marriage. And she's cute with her hair wet.  Her favorite dinner is tuna, rice, and cheese soup. She puts jelly on hers. I bought her a bowl to cook and serve it and replaced it twice-after dinner, she matched a film in bed and I filmed her on You Tube, but she asked me to keep the footage private. Under two minutes.

Donna almost my roomate, nearly my fiancee, I Love You and ask you to be in love with me.

      Can I make it a letter? Do I have to propose marriage one last time publicly?

       In regard to any refusal on the part of the church we were in today about performing our ceremony because I was introduced as an agnostic and they will only marry Christians, I'm asking that we never speak to them again. I want to offend whomever gave them the idea and concede.
       If  we marry? I asked you while we were in the shower together, you can accept at any time. You can tell me have accepted  when we're in bed- I never have to ask again. You have the privilege of accepting my marriage proposal only while we are in bed and I don't have to ask again: whenever you say if ever.

       In regard to your saying I Love You, "Goodnight". 

Sincerely, honestly, after all that, I'd love to hear it. The minute you say " Goodnight I Love You", I'll say Goodnight. Goodnight ahead of time.

Love,

Scott

In regard to my removal of any nude photographs of myself that were on this webpage from before we began dating- I'll be honest, I would love to know that you are physically attracted to me and if I left them on then it was because "I have a small bum"- allow me to be formerly concieted. 

But, I need you, don't  make it any less. If I say I need to hold you- I do. If I need to know you like or want my body, I do- for us, because we are us, because there "is an us". Us. If  I ask you to keep it intimate, I'm saying keep it us. About our living together: thanks for trying, romanticly- formally  living together would have been a beautiful way  to live, informally living together would have been a beautiful was to love. 

. If I say that you are pretty- then romanticly: Us.

 When I say "Goodnight"- Us.

For Donna: Unlike Magic-Not unlike Magic; while I'm waiting having coffe

Never enough time in the morning to say "Good morning, I love you" This morning I added, "Please do everything that you can that we might be together."

Scott Lord

Ps. I've written back and forth to the night time on air disc jockey and have recieved a letter from the host of "Nighttime Magic" in Boston, but he never seems to cue this one up.
PPS: It was "South Central Rain" in regard to any death knell.