Wednesday, June 8, 2011

New Girlfriend-I didn't think or know I would have to or need to say Take Me Back

I didn't think or know I would to say "Take me back.", but I did and don't question with what do I mean by just that. Early, within our first week, take me back, take me back for when we couldn't be together. Take me back with everything. Tighter. Fast kiss, slow dance.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

New Girlfriend.

We did in effect have dinner again and I apparently have her permission to mention it.

I began at it again, we had coffee where we used to see each other and I explained where I was that I had wanted to kiss her, and after all that while, kissed her there, where I saw her.

"I owe you fifty cents."
She laughed and I said, "Goodnight I love you.", to which she replied, "I love you too."

Earlier, I had deftly said that she was "Valedictorian" and that you wouldn't or shouldn't wonder what I would want to us to "go hot at each other." I think be passionate within long drawn out periods of soft devotion is more what I was thinking of, but, the novel is not yet entirely written.

New Girlfriend.

We did in effect have dinner again and I apparently have her permission to mention it.

I began at it again, we had coffee where we used to see each other and I explained where I was that I had wanted to kiss her, and after all that while, kissed her there, where I saw her.

"I owe you fifty cents."
She laughed and I said, "Goodnight I love you.", to which she replied, "I love you too."

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"You would think that there is a God, especially in that you were in a certain place at a certain time. I believe in love whether there is or there is not  a Supreme Being and I believe in being in love. If someone has a belief in God or a creator then it is part of who they are and it belongs to them, so debate is only philosophical untill their emotions and ideals become something poetic about them, and when the discussion develops to the postition that there is a God the other person believes in or a spirtuality they need to be who they are, then it becomes a matter of philosophiclly listening, the imperative being that the freedom of other person can be known deeper as an act of love or an aethetic act of observing their beauty or the beauty of their ideas and emotions. The debate is no longer concerned with if there is a God from the agnostic postion, it is concerned with if life can be made more beautiful and if love can be made more intimate."

She usually ended each phone call by saying, "I love you." but with this instance she added to it by saying, "I love you so much."
     After they had said goodnight, he began again,"I owe you fifty cents." She laughed and before she could say anything he enthusiasticly added, "Good night. I love you." so as to assure her that was all he needed to say, to which she quickly replied, "I love you too." 
Had it been that he had earlier reminded her of what had happened between them, outlining the actions of their bodies before and after, if not before, during and after their conversations.

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Monday, June 6, 2011

Rainy Days And Mondays



We had dinner late and watched another movie in bed "to relax" and I likened the mysteries that I watch to hers. I needed a shave. Pillow talk untill late; I probably woke her getting back into bed at five in the morning, but I said, "This is nice." We are that polite to each other first thing in the morning. She is that fond of my abdomen after all that weightlifting. I was complimenting her on her looks during the evening and she very deeply asked if it wasn't more than that, so I mentioned that I'm only making it lighthearted when I'd like her to be happy as a flirting with her and that anytime that I can put it softly, seriously and intimately that is what I prefer.

Scott Lord

Having an affair with 'Dana Lynn'



She showed me her published writing last night, which was from an old Boston University journal, The Experience of Recovery. It is under her pen name Dana Lynn, but there is a journal full of poetry from before we met that I haven't had time to read. Nor is there time to review the film we went to together Saturday night, The Tree of Life, which on one level seems to be very much anything but an adult film, and there are no sexual situations, it being an long drawn out explanation to a child about biblical, maternity themes using symbolism.. And yet being a movie for the babysitter audience, it still seems overtly to have some type of tribute to the director Ingmar Bergman, whom is not longer with us.
We woke up together and slept late, although she had invited to a church service, which I hope to write more about later. I brought her a cross, without the chain to its necklace.
This morning, and its Monday, I've been with since Saturday evening, I'm having my first cigarette of the morning with a pigeon. Maybe we can contrast this view someday with an ocean sunset.
She's beautiful.

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